fish fish

*looking at the calender*
ohmygod it's 2 MORE DAYSSSS xDDDDDDDDD
im going to meet my sayang this saturday ^^
aiden, can't wait meeting you :))

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i've a lot of things in my head that i would like to express to someone
i've a lot of problems
i need to talk to somebody
i need someone to listen to me
i need someone to care about what i've been through
i need someone to know what i feel
I NEED SOMEBODY.

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songeunmun,, where are you?? i need you.

ainmosni

ohhhlala. i've been neglecting my blog for a few weeks xDD
ohh well, it's not like i've been too darn busy or anything,,
it's just that i dont have the feeling to write stuff here :))
is my excuse accepted?? keke.
but since im here NOW,, a new update :))

the pass few weeks was unusual. so many moody days maa TT
i also dunno why. maybe because of something?
it's either about SCHOOL//personal stuffs TT
getting very mixed up with my feelings.
i just can't seem to decide what i truly am thinking of TT
i know, that is a BIG big big problem. well, things have changed a lot.
i am beginning to wonder whether it's going to be tough or not,, for the next few months TTTTT
my friend have recommend me to read horoscopes. LOL.
well, i do. weird but true. haha.
you should also try it lorr. even if you think it's totally a waste :))
it doesn't hurt to have guidance right? har har har xDD

okee done writing :)
until next time ^^


p.s ; sum, as you wish, i've update my blog. so now, it's YOUR TURN! keke

woops, sorry, i'm late.

i want to wish a happy happy happy happy happy BELATED birthday to my beloved freakin’ awesome(?) sisters, AMIRAH RADZI && AMRINA RADZI. LOL.
i know i know, it’s already a month late. but at least, i wished right?? keke :))))))

i wish i could get them the biggest, shiniest, bestest birthday gift ever this year,
but sadly, i’m a little short on cash && ideas. oh well, i'm just sixteen la weyy.
when i grow up && get a big girl job, watch out, it’s on :)) *pinky promise* ^^

i have to say though, when it comes to birthday//any special day, they always the one to coordinate gifts//surprise for our parents && siblings. they're rocks!!! seriously.
last year for my birthday, they ordered extremely cute cupcakes for me.
gile comel. sangatsangat comel xDD

again, 생일 축하합니다!!

love,
their awesome-cute-annoying-senget sister =p

chinese new year.

good things?
a week holiday! hang out with friends, talk crap, balek kampung, YOUTUBE xD

bad things?
stupid homeworkSSSSS, assignmentSSSSS, boringness TTT

anyways, happy holiday everyone!!

S C H O O L

it's been a while since my last post.
school are keeping me busy to get into this crap. LOL

speaking of school, i’ve been having a bit of trouble with this new school i’ve attended to. it’s been almost a month since i moved school. && i still can’t get over the fact that i lost all my friends,,, Y.O.U!!i miss them so damn fuckin’ much.
i never wanted to move to other school in the fist place,,
but i HAVE to. no choice, seriously. why?? because I HAVE to. enough said.
LOLOLOLOLOL.

i was an ex-student in a private school, where manner is everything.
i love my private school so much. my world was such a perfect thing with my annoying-like friends around me.

but then, i moved to a public high school.
&& yeahh, i hate everything about this public school! yes, EVERYTHING.
it's crowded,, noisy,, && the facilities are bad, the boys are rude. uhh, just few of them. they always talking or playing around when teacher is teaching.
helloooo, MANNER please. && the girls,,, no comment.
&& the environment is so so so so SO different. im just not used to it yet.
&& ouhh the teachers!!! THEY. ARE. SO. DAMN. FREAKIN'. SCARY.
they scream everytime they want to.
even if a piece of paper on the floor, they will mad at us. what was that??!!?
&& ohh not forget to mention about our penalty book a.k.a buku biru.
what the fcuk is that??!?! well, let see, if i FORGOT to bring my text book,
yess,, FORGOT. again, F.O.R.G.O.T,, FOR. GOT. i’ll get a penalty point.
come on,, it just a TEXT book. i can share with my friends!!!
it's not that i purposely didn't bring my work book, or even worst, my homework!
IT JUST A TEXT BOOK! aiguuu, chillax la weyyy!!! && you know what, if my points reach certain level, then i will kene denda//gantung sekolah. OHMYGOD. that sound so stupid right?? now you know why i hate this school so much TTT
they want us to be independent, behave, be a good student, follow all the rules, bla bla bla bla. WHATEVER. please don't be too strict. i just want to enjoy my sweet sweet sweet sixteen life. i know this year is not my honeymoon year since next year is my turn to take SPM. but UGHHHHHHH. honestly,, i feels like im in a prison. seriously.

at first i thought public school wouldn't be this worst, until i face the reality.
ahhh i will try my best to adapt it.


amalia, HWAITING!


p.s ; HIRA' SHAH ALAM IS THE BEST!

science // arts

lately,, i’ve been thinking heavily about what i should do with my sweet 16’s life.
should i take arts stream or science stream?? the first thing to think about is,
what am i want to be when i getting older?
hmmm, a doctor? a lawyer? maybe an artist? or PIANIST? haha i’m not sure yet TT

many students always dream to be a doctor. this is what success meant to them.
wait, i have a simple question here, is that ONLY way to be a successful person??
HELL NO! for me, as long as you have a passion, you have courage,
then you can be a successful person. am i making any sense here?

my point is, i don’t have to choose science stream if i don’t have interest in it.
right? it doesn’t mean i hate science,
it’s just, i don’t like it when it comes to experiments. LOL.
&& so yeah, i was planning to do arts stream. but i KINDA hate accounts.
hgjfghlfdlsfhdfjsgjfjsdftgvcgfdhdfh. STUPID, i know TT
when i’m in form 3, i took perdagangan for KH.
you know, i learn account in perdagangan. && i just got B for it. L. O. L.
but honestly, i started to like accounts when PMR comes nearer.
thanks to my sister :)))))))
she's the one who teach me accounts during my last-minute revision.
at that moment, i thought “account is not THAT bad”.
&& i don’t think account will be THAT hard if you practice every day. RIGHT? haha.

SOO THE CONCLUSION IS, IM TAKING ARTS STREAM :)

wish me luck *wink**wink*