S C H O O L

it's been a while since my last post.
school are keeping me busy to get into this crap. LOL

speaking of school, i’ve been having a bit of trouble with this new school i’ve attended to. it’s been almost a month since i moved school. && i still can’t get over the fact that i lost all my friends,,, Y.O.U!!i miss them so damn fuckin’ much.
i never wanted to move to other school in the fist place,,
but i HAVE to. no choice, seriously. why?? because I HAVE to. enough said.
LOLOLOLOLOL.

i was an ex-student in a private school, where manner is everything.
i love my private school so much. my world was such a perfect thing with my annoying-like friends around me.

but then, i moved to a public high school.
&& yeahh, i hate everything about this public school! yes, EVERYTHING.
it's crowded,, noisy,, && the facilities are bad, the boys are rude. uhh, just few of them. they always talking or playing around when teacher is teaching.
helloooo, MANNER please. && the girls,,, no comment.
&& the environment is so so so so SO different. im just not used to it yet.
&& ouhh the teachers!!! THEY. ARE. SO. DAMN. FREAKIN'. SCARY.
they scream everytime they want to.
even if a piece of paper on the floor, they will mad at us. what was that??!!?
&& ohh not forget to mention about our penalty book a.k.a buku biru.
what the fcuk is that??!?! well, let see, if i FORGOT to bring my text book,
yess,, FORGOT. again, F.O.R.G.O.T,, FOR. GOT. i’ll get a penalty point.
come on,, it just a TEXT book. i can share with my friends!!!
it's not that i purposely didn't bring my work book, or even worst, my homework!
IT JUST A TEXT BOOK! aiguuu, chillax la weyyy!!! && you know what, if my points reach certain level, then i will kene denda//gantung sekolah. OHMYGOD. that sound so stupid right?? now you know why i hate this school so much TTT
they want us to be independent, behave, be a good student, follow all the rules, bla bla bla bla. WHATEVER. please don't be too strict. i just want to enjoy my sweet sweet sweet sixteen life. i know this year is not my honeymoon year since next year is my turn to take SPM. but UGHHHHHHH. honestly,, i feels like im in a prison. seriously.

at first i thought public school wouldn't be this worst, until i face the reality.
ahhh i will try my best to adapt it.


amalia, HWAITING!


p.s ; HIRA' SHAH ALAM IS THE BEST!