fish fish

*looking at the calender*
ohmygod it's 2 MORE DAYSSSS xDDDDDDDDD
im going to meet my sayang this saturday ^^
aiden, can't wait meeting you :))

sdfhnfkhgsldgh

i've a lot of things in my head that i would like to express to someone
i've a lot of problems
i need to talk to somebody
i need someone to listen to me
i need someone to care about what i've been through
i need someone to know what i feel
I NEED SOMEBODY.

TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT


songeunmun,, where are you?? i need you.

ainmosni

ohhhlala. i've been neglecting my blog for a few weeks xDD
ohh well, it's not like i've been too darn busy or anything,,
it's just that i dont have the feeling to write stuff here :))
is my excuse accepted?? keke.
but since im here NOW,, a new update :))

the pass few weeks was unusual. so many moody days maa TT
i also dunno why. maybe because of something?
it's either about SCHOOL//personal stuffs TT
getting very mixed up with my feelings.
i just can't seem to decide what i truly am thinking of TT
i know, that is a BIG big big problem. well, things have changed a lot.
i am beginning to wonder whether it's going to be tough or not,, for the next few months TTTTT
my friend have recommend me to read horoscopes. LOL.
well, i do. weird but true. haha.
you should also try it lorr. even if you think it's totally a waste :))
it doesn't hurt to have guidance right? har har har xDD

okee done writing :)
until next time ^^


p.s ; sum, as you wish, i've update my blog. so now, it's YOUR TURN! keke

woops, sorry, i'm late.

i want to wish a happy happy happy happy happy BELATED birthday to my beloved freakin’ awesome(?) sisters, AMIRAH RADZI && AMRINA RADZI. LOL.
i know i know, it’s already a month late. but at least, i wished right?? keke :))))))

i wish i could get them the biggest, shiniest, bestest birthday gift ever this year,
but sadly, i’m a little short on cash && ideas. oh well, i'm just sixteen la weyy.
when i grow up && get a big girl job, watch out, it’s on :)) *pinky promise* ^^

i have to say though, when it comes to birthday//any special day, they always the one to coordinate gifts//surprise for our parents && siblings. they're rocks!!! seriously.
last year for my birthday, they ordered extremely cute cupcakes for me.
gile comel. sangatsangat comel xDD

again, 생일 축하합니다!!

love,
their awesome-cute-annoying-senget sister =p

chinese new year.

good things?
a week holiday! hang out with friends, talk crap, balek kampung, YOUTUBE xD

bad things?
stupid homeworkSSSSS, assignmentSSSSS, boringness TTT

anyways, happy holiday everyone!!

S C H O O L

it's been a while since my last post.
school are keeping me busy to get into this crap. LOL

speaking of school, i’ve been having a bit of trouble with this new school i’ve attended to. it’s been almost a month since i moved school. && i still can’t get over the fact that i lost all my friends,,, Y.O.U!!i miss them so damn fuckin’ much.
i never wanted to move to other school in the fist place,,
but i HAVE to. no choice, seriously. why?? because I HAVE to. enough said.
LOLOLOLOLOL.

i was an ex-student in a private school, where manner is everything.
i love my private school so much. my world was such a perfect thing with my annoying-like friends around me.

but then, i moved to a public high school.
&& yeahh, i hate everything about this public school! yes, EVERYTHING.
it's crowded,, noisy,, && the facilities are bad, the boys are rude. uhh, just few of them. they always talking or playing around when teacher is teaching.
helloooo, MANNER please. && the girls,,, no comment.
&& the environment is so so so so SO different. im just not used to it yet.
&& ouhh the teachers!!! THEY. ARE. SO. DAMN. FREAKIN'. SCARY.
they scream everytime they want to.
even if a piece of paper on the floor, they will mad at us. what was that??!!?
&& ohh not forget to mention about our penalty book a.k.a buku biru.
what the fcuk is that??!?! well, let see, if i FORGOT to bring my text book,
yess,, FORGOT. again, F.O.R.G.O.T,, FOR. GOT. i’ll get a penalty point.
come on,, it just a TEXT book. i can share with my friends!!!
it's not that i purposely didn't bring my work book, or even worst, my homework!
IT JUST A TEXT BOOK! aiguuu, chillax la weyyy!!! && you know what, if my points reach certain level, then i will kene denda//gantung sekolah. OHMYGOD. that sound so stupid right?? now you know why i hate this school so much TTT
they want us to be independent, behave, be a good student, follow all the rules, bla bla bla bla. WHATEVER. please don't be too strict. i just want to enjoy my sweet sweet sweet sixteen life. i know this year is not my honeymoon year since next year is my turn to take SPM. but UGHHHHHHH. honestly,, i feels like im in a prison. seriously.

at first i thought public school wouldn't be this worst, until i face the reality.
ahhh i will try my best to adapt it.


amalia, HWAITING!


p.s ; HIRA' SHAH ALAM IS THE BEST!

science // arts

lately,, i’ve been thinking heavily about what i should do with my sweet 16’s life.
should i take arts stream or science stream?? the first thing to think about is,
what am i want to be when i getting older?
hmmm, a doctor? a lawyer? maybe an artist? or PIANIST? haha i’m not sure yet TT

many students always dream to be a doctor. this is what success meant to them.
wait, i have a simple question here, is that ONLY way to be a successful person??
HELL NO! for me, as long as you have a passion, you have courage,
then you can be a successful person. am i making any sense here?

my point is, i don’t have to choose science stream if i don’t have interest in it.
right? it doesn’t mean i hate science,
it’s just, i don’t like it when it comes to experiments. LOL.
&& so yeah, i was planning to do arts stream. but i KINDA hate accounts.
hgjfghlfdlsfhdfjsgjfjsdftgvcgfdhdfh. STUPID, i know TT
when i’m in form 3, i took perdagangan for KH.
you know, i learn account in perdagangan. && i just got B for it. L. O. L.
but honestly, i started to like accounts when PMR comes nearer.
thanks to my sister :)))))))
she's the one who teach me accounts during my last-minute revision.
at that moment, i thought “account is not THAT bad”.
&& i don’t think account will be THAT hard if you practice every day. RIGHT? haha.

SOO THE CONCLUSION IS, IM TAKING ARTS STREAM :)

wish me luck *wink**wink*

lachata

SING-ALONG

if i were the boss
(mornin' boss how are you? bagus bagus)
even just for a day
(one chance only you know. what will you do aa? thats why im tellin you la,, wait laa)
i would change the station name from "Hitz" to "Radio Ean && JJ"
(thats a nice ring to it. thats why, just for you bro)


if i were the boss
(what will youuuu do?)
work will start on tuesday
(what do you think? i like i like, wednesday also can)
we will end the week on thursday && everyday will be halfday
(maybe 2 hours only. better.)


if i were the boss
i think i could understand
how it feels to work on budget
&& give a raise of 20 cent


hang out with the girls
(bbe apa khabar? baguuus~)
&& be hard on the guys
(sori aa brother,, have to la, cari makan)
might dispatch me riding harleys
our trips will be to bali
if we bankrupt i will break down and cry


if i were the boss
i'll come up with a plan
(check it out aaa)
make everyone do all the work
take the credit && look like the man
(wahh banyak handal laa you. thank you)


if i were the boss
my lunch break will be 2 days
(wahh so long aa. yelahh then only enough time to eat laa)
i have PS3 in my room 200 inch LCD && play all day
my way,, JJ


if i were the boss
i think i could understand
how it feels to work on budget
and give a raise of 20 cent


hang out with the girls
(you looking very pretty today. naik gaji)
&& be hard on the guys
(heyy she looks pretty okee? youu do all her work! nonsense)


might dispatch me riding harleys
our trips will be to bali
if we bankrupt i wil break down and cry


cause i will always come in late
just to show who i am
&& if i was a girl i wil make them all call me "mam" (mornin' Mam)
if you thought i would be nicer
then you thought it wrongggg
(adoii sakett. tariklah sikit)


but we are not the boss
(i know this sadly)
so we cannot cuti, cannot cutiiiii
come to office really early
to try to make some money
so we can open stall jual nasi


"goreng, pattaya, kandar, lemak, what else aa?"
"ahh dagang, represent!"
"so now what do we do?"
"i don't know. wait for the song to finish lahh bcuz we are not the boss"
"ohh yea"
"tunggu boss cakap ahh. boss~ BOSS"
"okee thank youu"
"okee bai boss"

i freakin' love this parody. can't stop listening to it xDD
i like the randomness i guess. fuhh. best best :)
they've made a tons of parodies.
but i personally like this one better. i don't know why. haha.
probably,, because it's fun?? LOL
THE ENDING IS EPIC WIN!!
&& hey, check out "rudy && jj - i got it from my mamak" on youtube.
it's a great parady too^^

p.s ; i searched google for the lyrics.
but can't find any. && so dengan rajennye, i wrote the lyrics all by myself.
penat kot TT but then, aku jumpe lirik nihh kat comment video tuhh.
BONGOK GILE. buat penat jee tules pepanjang TT aigooo.

ouh, sorry kalau lirik tu berjalan cepat sgt. sorry :)

it's SUNDAY

&& tomorrow is MONDAY.
everyone will go back to school, starting a new life && meet new friends//old friends//whatsoever.
&& i will be with my computer. haha. is this a conspiracy? LOL
right now i'm still wondering whether to take science or arts class.
even though i don't have any school to go. kah kah kah.
i got A for science & math. so yeah. no biggie. MAYBE.
but my parents told me to take the easy way out.
they want me to take a non-stressful subjects.
soooooo, ughhh amalia, CHOOSE!!

science // arts // science // arts // science // arts // science // arts // science // arts // science // arts // science // arts // science // arts // science // arts // science // arts // science // arts // science // arts // science // arts // science // arts // science // arts // science // arts // science // arts // science // arts // science // arts // science // arts ????????

it really stress me out *sigh*

help me.

woot woot.

my first post here in my blog xDD
well, this is it! i officially have my own blog
i know i know, exciting xDD HAHA

ohemgee, it's already 2010 TT
hmm for me, 2009 is probably one of the best in my teen years xDD
i believe it is because i have my wonderful friends ; Y.O.U
i feel blessed to have them in my life
ughh i'm definetely going to miss them badly TT
kalau korang bace bnd alah ni, kte just nak cakap
I LOVE YOU GUYS MORE THAN ANYTHING :) believeme
i don't know what this year is going to be like TT
i hope everything's going to be fine. amalia, hwaiting

that's enough for now i guess. i'll try to post once a week or so :)


p.s ; i love you. HAHAHA.